A heavy pastI want to know the story of my lifeI want the ghosts disappear from my headI want to hear the truth from the mouths of my familyI need to find the key to close the door of nightmarethe weight is too heavy for meI want to turn the page and forget the pastI want to be a girl like othersit is the image of my dream
The lost innocenceMy innocence is lostone night, I lost this treasureI thought to be readyI thought being lovedbut for him, I was a bitchfor him, I was a toythe love had disappearedI regret this nightI regret my impatienceToday I am a princess without crowna teenager at heart injuredwhich seeks forgot this day
obscene gamethe place is filthyher naked body is coldher hands are bound with barbed wireeach movement pushesthe barbed wire in her skinher blood flows on her breaststhe pain is unbearablethis game is very hardhis phantasm is indecentThis love is an torturehowever, she loves this weird manwho sometimes drinks her bloodwhen this obscene game is finished
My body injuredmy body is injured by lifeeach scar is an ordeal of the pastThey bleed oftenthe remembrance is their enemymy body is injured by lifewhen I look backI'm having a deep disgusta stench contaminates my heartI stops breathing and I play with the death
The fate of an slavethe cell is narrowthe feces litter the groundthe odor is is unbearablewhen I look at through the barsI can see the boat of deaththis boat is an executionerhe kidnaps, he destroys, he killstommorow, I'll be on the boat my name will be replaced by an identification numberorder to be sold on the marketif I'm still alivethis is thanks to my faiththis is thanks to at the recollection of my wifein a corner of my head, I hopes always be free
my frozen heartthe winter is harshmy hands are coldthe gloves are unnecessarymy heart is so coldthat he looks a bit like to this frozen lakePrisoner from the Icehe knows not breathehe suffocates like our love
One last kiss before the Apocalypsethe day of the apocalypseI will be near to theenestled in thy armsthe day of the apocalypsemy memories will parade in my headmy fear will disappearthe day of the apocalypseI will put my ear onto thine heart in order to hear our love one last timethe day of the apocalypsemy lips are going to arise onto thine lips for one last kissI love you, I will love you, here or in another world
The voice from beyond the gravethy voice is sad and melancholicshe resounds in my heada year already, that you're deada year that I'm aloneI have an strange feelingI believe I see thy face in the mirrori sense a presence near meI'm crazy to hope or naive to believethat I can communicate with thee
After Christmas, he falls into oblivionalone, by the firesideI watch the log burn slowlyits heat burns my faceOutside, the snow fallswinter is toughI hear the wolvesthey're hungrythe presents are distributedI am alonethe decorations are removed from housesChristmas is finishedThe Father Christmas is celebrated one monthafter Christmas nighthis name is forgotten
The hand on my katanathe hand on my katanathe sad lookthe heart rippedI have to take thy lifethou hast betrayed the clanthe punishment for thy foul is deathwe were friendsNow thy head rolls on the floor
the girl from hellYou are an obsessionI think about youday and nightyou pollute my mindwith of erotic thoughtsI imagine you havea sexy dress blacka look full of desireto satisfy my cravingsyour body is on mineimmersed in a long embraceyour eyes turn redI do not understandwhat it happens?the wings out your your shouldersyour teeth are lengthenwho are you?I do not recognize youyou bit my neckblood flows to the groundI do not understandwe made loveand now I have no heartI am your lunch
Fairy talesThe fairy tales do not existbecause life devour our dreams each morning
forgive meI am sickto no longer see youI am sickto have lost your loveI am sickand I am ashamedof you having deceivedonce againforgive me
her first painshe cries in her roomalone in the middle of the bedshe looks at the computer screenor photos from the pastpass loopshe loved to madnessShe accepted everythingshe confided her intimate secretsshe trustedNow there are still memoriesin his headthat hurthis first lovehis first serious relationshipeverything is brokenBecause a teasehas slept with himhe ruined everythingfor a bitchshe falls into an abyssdifficult to overcomefirst love, first painWhy love hurts?she does not knowshe eats chocolatein watching the tearsfall on her diary
again one day of darknessagain one day of darknessin this life painfulor my happiness is prisonerin the castle of the eater of hopeagain one day of darknessor the reality is glaucousor the dreams turns into nightmaresor my wrists suffer from pain
The torments of a starmy heart makes me sickthis life destroys my bodyvomit has become a habitI love the dancingI want to be a starthe other girls are beautifulthe other girls are thinme, I'm not like themI am differentthen I suffers in silence
Dead flowerA perfume of dead permeates this roselike this flower, thou hast witheredNow I'm sad
Please, don't give up.You’re not alone, even if you feel such sorrowPlease try to calm your mind and forget about tomorrowI know that life can hurt, but from my happiness you can borrowPlease don't cry anymore, I will help you with the troublesome morrow Even if the bad seem to be everywhere you goJust keep in mind that you have to stay away from what’s belowAnd I know that you’ll learn from these bad experiencesSo then you can help those who are inexperiencedPlease don’t be sad, everyone has a reason for his or her existenceYou can’t ever give up, push through and have resistanceThe worst thing you could do is to lose all of your hopeJust promise me that you will try to never mope
GhostThe dream shatters around meLike a broken mirror.Looking at the wreckage,My reflection unrecognizable.A broken image.A broken heart.I'm cut by the shardsAs I try to piece it back together.My blood sprinkles the surfaceLike a red rain.The mirror is whole again.What's left of the dream.I look at my reflection,And tears finally begin to fall.
The Warring WomanShe flits among the trees, the forests daughterThe legends tell about a virgin who has lived for1000 years and yet still no man has caught herThey whisper about her, of the FireHeart, on the icy shoreThe sea tribes whisper her name as a prayerThe women leave offerings in the pinesThe dying and wounded scream her name to the airThe children leave trinkets, anything that shinesShe is nothing but a mortal woman, she eats and breathesShe takes everything left for her, but always leaves somethingHer woven wild flowers are a virgins honor to wear as a bridal wreathBut still she lives for generations, a mortal queen to a godly kingShe slips among us when the war drums poundI have seen her sharpening warriors spears and her own swordWe have seen her lifting the dead from the bloody groundAnd after the battle, she sings, lifting her voice to strike a chordAnd strikes us she does, every man wants her, none can tameShe will have none of us, she only speaks to the womenShe seems
EmptyMy life seems emptyand I don't know whyMy life seems dulland I wonder whyMy mind feels numband I can't know whyMy mind feels emptyand I now know whyMy emotions are goneand I can't even cryMy emotions are waitingfor when loved ones die
The Girl and the ChildThere was a girlAnd there was childThe girl dreamed of lossAnd the child played until the late hours of the morningThe girl was sad and lonelyAnd the child still clung to everything she hadThe girl was tired and doneAnd the child was afraid to grow upThe girl missed the childAnd the child missed the girlOne day the girl left her heart on the child's doorstepAnd then retreated into the shadowsThe child held it in her handsAnd criedThe child searched for years and yearsBut she found nothingShe finally fell to her knees never to get up againThe girl came out of the shadowsAnd saw the child on the floorAnd she wept until she had no more tearsAnd once she cried her eyes, she laid there beside the childAnd stared into the dark that now consumed herThe girl nodded for mother and laughed for fatherDid for brother and worked for grandfatherBut she cried for herselfUntil no more light shinedAnd she was just another lump on the bedThe girl did not know how unhappy she w
Razor's KissRazor's KissRemember who I used to be?I don't want those blades touching my skinDon't let me sleep slowlyI need you to help meAll I want is you to hold meI'm so sorry for being so scaredI wish I could tell youI'm so brokenI just want to go to the other sideCan't you hear my cries?Forever a hopeless outcastTo sit and cry aloneI'm sorry just let me endEven the strongest breaklet this be my last goodbye(C) Heather Stewart
PrayI lie here breaking downMy body drained awayMind just completely goneI want no more liesI pray to youMake it go awayI want no more!I pray….Make it go, make it go awayI need to try find my loveSave me nowI belong home…Please let me leave this placeWHY?! Why do I have to stay?We can all fall downBut We’ll try to rise(C) Heather Stewart
Those Who CareHold me close,Then kiss my hair,And just remind me,There are those who care.
WatchingI watch the world go byThrough sad blue eyesWondering whenIt all will end.
I Love YouI don't know you, but I love you.This isn't something you have to do.I see you staring at that knife,Thinking about ending your life.I don't know what's made you bitter,But please just reconsider.You are loved no matter what.No ifs, ands, or buts.I just want to see you smile.I know it might take a while.Remember that someone cares.I wish that I could be there.I'll talk whenever you need me,No matter what it may be.I may not know what to say,But I can listen any day.Just remember you're not alone.Let my love always be known.
Phobiathe lights are extinctthe wall advances towards meI'm sick, I am afraidthe crowd ignores my painI fall into a black holeI scream my distress in indifferencehelp me, this is too hardhelp me, give me your handI need a little light